Three Shelves
By their third morning, Mara had divided the refrigerator into three shelves. She put a strip of masking tape across the butter compartment and wrote SHARED in capitals. Daniel stood behind her eating toast over the sink.
“What about air?” he asked. “Are we sharing that, or should I keep mine upstairs?”
“You ate the supper I’d made for tonight.”
“I thought it was leftovers.”
“It was in a dish labeled Thursday.”
Tess came in wearing their mother’s yellow gardening coat. Mara stared at the frayed cuffs until Tess took it off.
“I was cold,” she said.
“Nobody said anything.”
“You have a very loud face.”
They had occupied their childhood bedrooms without discussion. Mara’s suitcase lay open on the narrow bed beneath her old debating certificate. Daniel slept among boxes of Christmas decorations. Tess had removed the faded horses from her wall, leaving pale squares like missing teeth.
Mara proposed a household account, a cleaning rota, and a weekly meeting. Daniel proposed that they survive breakfast first. Tess went to the garden, taking an orange from the shared compartment without asking permission.
At eleven, the kitchen tap began hammering. Daniel turned off the water beneath the sink and fetched a toolbox from his van. Mara watched him dismantle the fixture with a speed she had forgotten he possessed.
“You could call a plumber,” she said.
“I am a plumber. Partly. Building maintenance, remember?”
She remembered saying that his job sounded temporary. She could not remember what he had said afterward, which seemed suddenly worse.
A washer dropped and rolled beneath the dresser. When Daniel moved it, an envelope slid from behind the wood. It was addressed to Ruth Vale, their mother, in careful block letters. The postmark was from April.
Tess returned as Mara picked it up.
“Don’t,” Tess said.
Mara’s thumb stopped under the flap. “Do you know what it is?”
“No. But it’s hers.”
Daniel sat back on his heels. “Most things here are hers.”
For a moment none of them moved. Then Mara placed the unopened envelope in the dresser drawer, beside the good tablecloths.
Daniel replaced the washer. When he turned the water on, the tap ran quietly.
That evening Mara peeled the tape off the butter compartment. She left the shelves labeled. Some concessions, she thought, were as much as a person could manage in a day.